Post by Sam on Jun 21, 2016 16:40:12 GMT
I'm sorry and I'm sorry some more.
I must apologise for not keeping up to the PMDD LIFE proboard. I have had a lot of health problems of late anecdotes am currently going through a bit of a breast cancer scare. This has all been brought to light after recieving a hrt script.
I found a lump. A biopsy is being done and I'm just waiting to hear back now.
Not much has changed apart from the fact that I can concentrate less than usual and am experiencing more tearful night's than I have in years. I suppose it's sods law....thinking everything is on the up and then boom....something else comes and kicks you in the teeth to put you back in the place you have tried so hard to get out of. This has all been going on around a month now and currently I am sat in a hot bath with excrutiating cramps, looking at my poor left tit and its little bruise.
So as I said not much has changed on the PMDD front as I can't start my prescription unroll I've been assessed. With this cancer care though it's putting me off even more. There's a tiny increase in the risk of cervical cancer when you use hrt and I'm not even sure I want to put myself through that....my mental health is bad enough at the moment.
I'm angry, I'm in pain, I'm tired and I'm snapping at people whilst wanting to be cuddled, smoothered in kittens and told everything's going to be alright.
Speak soon.
~S
I must apologise for not keeping up to the PMDD LIFE proboard. I have had a lot of health problems of late anecdotes am currently going through a bit of a breast cancer scare. This has all been brought to light after recieving a hrt script.
I found a lump. A biopsy is being done and I'm just waiting to hear back now.
Not much has changed apart from the fact that I can concentrate less than usual and am experiencing more tearful night's than I have in years. I suppose it's sods law....thinking everything is on the up and then boom....something else comes and kicks you in the teeth to put you back in the place you have tried so hard to get out of. This has all been going on around a month now and currently I am sat in a hot bath with excrutiating cramps, looking at my poor left tit and its little bruise.
So as I said not much has changed on the PMDD front as I can't start my prescription unroll I've been assessed. With this cancer care though it's putting me off even more. There's a tiny increase in the risk of cervical cancer when you use hrt and I'm not even sure I want to put myself through that....my mental health is bad enough at the moment.
I'm angry, I'm in pain, I'm tired and I'm snapping at people whilst wanting to be cuddled, smoothered in kittens and told everything's going to be alright.
Speak soon.
~S
but I never give up.